Hi Badboob, spent all day 9-4 at hospital today. Heart scan , seroma drain, oncology doctor to give my decision , CT scan phew! Got home and slept for 2 hours , absolutely drained . Wow , the Oncology dept is very sobering I agree . I felt very emotional sitting there. I kept thinking that will be me in a few weeks. I am always so grateful and polite to all staff in all depts for all the care they are giving me , but, for some unknown reason ( very out of character) my prickles go up with the Oncology doctor . I just can’t help it , I am very curt with her . We have only had 2 very short sessions and I don’t dislike her. I feel so bad when I get home about my behaviour / attitude . There have been 2 oversights on my treatment info , which she has apologised for ,but I don’t think this is the reason for my attitude . I just can’t explain it at all ! I would be interested to hear if anyone else has this irrational attitude . Now waiting the results of CT scan , heart is Ok, and I have opted for the Optima trial which looks further into the need for chemo and treat with hormone therapy , but am advised that my chances of dodging chemo are very slim☹️ Going back to work on Monday yay 😁
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