Mcnulcc Chris...so sorry you are feeling this way but perfectly understandable. You are emotionally drained and everything gets on top of you. I am the same some days i wonder who is looking back at me in the mirror.
But when i feel really down i just think back to my test results appoint at royal, and the lady in front of me had results where the was nothing they could do. So remembering her kinda jolts me back into i got a second chance mode.
But that said if ur letrozole is giving you these really back side effects you need to change course with medication.
My heart breaks for you when yoy say something is missing, because i feel it too. Will i ever ne same again i ask myself.
The long and short of it is yes we will..but it doesnt happen overnite it will take time day by day.
The worst i think is the insomnia when ur lay awake over thinking everything getting it all outta context and then ur mind tries to rationalize it...thats a tough one. Maybe ur gp would give u short course of sleeping tabs to help you through i would certainly ask Chris.
I think when ur alone in the house its worse its like all ur thoughts and fears are crushing you...and that my lovely is exactly what it is fear...fear and anxiety. And sometimes it overwhelms us with the what ifs. If i feel like that i do something i need to focus on that takes my mind away from my thoughts.
Its certainly not helping you when ur feeling poorly too meds and rads no wonder.
So dry them tears and get the fears into another room in ur head. Once you start feeling bit better med wise you will start to calm ur mind.
Why dont you ring up and bring onco appoint nearer so yoy can get letrozole reviewed dont suffer chris get it changed if not suiting you.
Big hugs lovely just go with the flow today and rest..and dont forget text if ur having rough day ...dont forget im travelling the same road as you so here to help xxxxxxx
